http://justmaintainin.livejournal.com/ this is fact not fiction - LiveJournal.com Sun, 09 Nov 2008 06:17:29 GMT LiveJournal / LiveJournal.com justmaintainin 14408339 personal http://l-userpic.livejournal.com/71371155/14408339 http://justmaintainin.livejournal.com/ 100 100 http://justmaintainin.livejournal.com/75640.html Sun, 09 Nov 2008 06:17:29 GMT http://justmaintainin.livejournal.com/75640.html my eyes are heavy with tears and regret. i messed up too many times and its making it impossible for me to feel comfortable anywhere. i hate everyone i've ever admired; i admit i care more about other people that i dont know.<br />it's really hard being alive in this world.<br />it's harder to be dead, i know that. i just... feel completely desserted. <br />I know the problems of the world don't weigh on my shoulders, but why do i sag when I walk?<br />I'm so insecure.<br />I'll never say that out loud.<br />I miss being younger. Dancing alone or in groups. Dancing period. I can't remember the last time i freely moved my body.<br />I wish I could trust anyone. I miss my dad. I can't stand any boy because I don't know what they're thinking about me. I'm done going to the coop. http://justmaintainin.livejournal.com/75640.html kanye kanye apathetic public 0 http://justmaintainin.livejournal.com/51454.html Thu, 03 Jul 2008 05:23:46 GMT http://justmaintainin.livejournal.com/51454.html whats up?<br />wanna go on a date? http://justmaintainin.livejournal.com/51454.html public 0 http://justmaintainin.livejournal.com/887.html Sat, 08 Dec 2007 09:19:54 GMT http://justmaintainin.livejournal.com/887.html <div align="center"><img alt="" src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v129/chelseabobx/wrong.jpg" /><br />or comment<br />you know i'll add you</div><div align="center"> </div> http://justmaintainin.livejournal.com/887.html public 9